July is rather a bad month for me - the politics at work, relationship isnt going well.

I feel really sad that I cant tell these to anyone.

Dear x,

I am trying to be strong but I secretly hope that you can give me a hug right now and tell me everything is going to be okay. I secretly hope that you can text me to check on how am i doing. I feel sad at your one word reply but what right do I have to be upset with you.

I miss you so much yet I cant do anything about it at this stage. I miss your voice but i have to stop myself from dialing your number.

Will things be better for us soon?

Do you know that i am writing this while i am walking back home, tears just roll down my eyes unknowingly..Feeling really helpless and low at this point of my life.